CrossDressing Blogs

 rc913, Transgender 63  Wheaton Illinois

Her Story By Laurette

Confused at first For so long I’d slept While he battled demons But my safety he’d kept I awoke carefully He was almost ready I entered his dreams Slowly, gently, but steady Uncertainty, confusion I sensed these from him Rightness, comfort, belonging These became my hymn Finally, understanding Within him it dawned And now a dilemma For both of us has spawned I was pushed into the depths Along with the abuse Slept waiting uneasy Thru years of alcohol use He faced those demons In battles severe Ge…

 rc913, Transgender 63  Wheaton Illinois

Duet By Laurette & Bob

Am I him, Or am I her My mind tells me one thing And my body presents the other Not fitting in But accepted by men Wanting acceptance But excluded by women She appeared within him Much to his surprise Confusion, understanding Yet his whole life it defies We’re confused, Scared to the bone. Surrounded by others, Yet, somehow, always alone. She exists She is real But her public appearance Is denied with much zeal She exists But must remain hidden Carefully concealed As an odious midden She has her…

 rc913, Transgender 63  Wheaton Illinois

Who am I? By Bob

Who am I I was so sure I knew that once But it was before herNow I don’t know But it seems to be That everyday I become less of meShe’s taking over That much is certain I’m not sure how long ‘til my final curtainI don’t sleep much now Because I’m afraid To lose any hours Before I just fade There are times that I wish I were just losing my mind But I really know The universe isn’t that kind My life was finally on track And then she awoke As if I’m being used For some cruel joke Now I’m in between…

 rc913, Transgender 63  Wheaton Illinois

Changing By Laurette & Bob (Crossdressing poem)

When I am her I am whole A missing part returned That somebody stole He’s a person too But always felt lacking That something was missing From his internal packing Knowing I’m really her Just feels so right As if correcting Some vast oversight I’m much more at ease No longer lost Her presence keeps growing No matter the cost When she’s in the fore Life’s struggles don’t change They get more complex And just rearrange Even with that They seem easier to handle Compared to being whole They can’t ho…

 rc913, Transgender 63  Wheaton Illinois

His Story - By Bob

I’d defeated my demonsAlcohol and abuseI could live againThere was no excuse My life was back on trackEverything looked goodFamily and workWere shaping up as they should And then it startedAt first I just dreamedIn them I wasn’t meI was a woman it seemed Confusing and disturbingI have to admitBut much less soThan the nightmares I’d quit The dreams continuedIncreasing in frequencyDisturbing enoughThat I kept them in secrecy Then gradually when awakeThoughts and feelings would arriveRecognizably f…

 rc913, Transgender 63  Wheaton Illinois

Her Story - by Laurette

Confused at firstFor so long I’d sleptWhile he battled demonsBut my safety he’d keptI awoke carefullyHe was almost readyI entered his dreamsSlowly, gently, but steadyUncertainty, confusionI sensed these from himRightness, comfort, belongingThese became my hymnFinally, understandingWithin him it dawnedAnd now a dilemmaFor both of us has spawnedI was pushed into the depthsAlong with the abuseSlept waiting uneasy Thru years of alcohol useHe faced those demonsIn battles severeGetting up when he fell…

 rc913, Transgender 63  Wheaton Illinois

Duet - A Poem by Laurette & Bob

DuetBy Laurette & BobAm I him,Or am I herMy mind tells me one thingAnd my body presents the otherNot fitting inBut accepted by menWanting acceptanceBut excluded by womenShe appeared within himMuch to his surpriseConfusion, understandingYet his whole life it defiesI’m confused,Scared to the bone.Surrounded by others,Yet, somehow, always alone.She existsShe is realBut her public appearanceIs denied with much zealShe appeared within meMuch to my surpriseConfusion, understandingYet my whole life…