Some men will go all the way, purchasing the cutest and sometimes most expensive lingerie, corsets etc as well as gorgeous outfits (like French Maid) and all the rest of it......and yet they hate themselves for doing it, don't accept that they go CD because something Inside their head tells them they must. It must be a terrible fight with the soul or whatever. Doing it but not accepting, in a manner, who and what you are. I never asked anyone what compelled them to do it, but there must be a very very strong force Inside them. Hopefully somewhere along the way they will find peace with themselves.