The gift of femininity

Being fem and crossdressing brings me so much joy that I can only look at it as a gift. I can enjoy life in a way that only a small percentage of people get to experience. This is really a very special gift. Sadly, I have only been able to appreciate my gift for a few years as I did not accept my true self until then. I have been drawn to crossdressing since I was 5 years old. As I grew older it was seemingly obvious that my desire to dress was wrong and that I should "just stop". I spent most of my life thinking that there was something wrong with me because of my desires. I worked and struggled to stop dressing and to rid myself of the urges not knowing that I could no more stop dressing for good than I could stop my heart with my mind. Finally, just a few years ago, I accepted my fem self and realized crossdressing for the gift that it is. Now I lament all my years of struggling with that part of me and wonder how much joy I missed out on. Still, I am thankful that I finally came around and accepted reality. I would advise all crossdressers to accept the gift of dressing and femininity and take joy in it for the rest of your lives. xxx