Should I be nervous or excited

Today is the day I have been waiting months for. I have got my name changed. I am Rachel 24/7 yet this morning I woke up excited yet strangely nervous. I am going for my first visit to the gender clinic later. I am not sure what I should expect and what will happen. I have seen documentaries about visits but they all tend to be youngsters going there. Do old ones like me go? Do old ones like me go all the way? So many unanswered questions in my mind yet I am excited in that it will hopefully help me to look more feminine.

The biggest question I have at the minute. Excited or nervous, what should I be?

No doubt will find some of the answers later