before lock down.

hi lovely ladys. hope you are all doing well and staying safe, before all this crazyness ,life was a lot easier, even though i get a few more hours fully dressed im unable to leave my house, i keep looking back at my make over weekend last year, the first time i have had the freedom to dress up and walk freely around brighton, also it was the first time i bought a pair of heels and walked around the shop in stockings with heels !! i booked a bed and breakfast with the makeover, this was run by a lovely ,understanding woman, to be asked on arrival if i was going to get dressed by a total stranger was a bit overwelming to admit to her that" yes i will shortly." with my heart pounding she showed me to my room, it was a small room, clean but varied racks of female clothing, make up and varied wigs (should i want to try different styles) it didnt take long to remove the male exterior and reveal the female underwear i was already wearing, i already had my own case full of cindi clothing i dressed in my favorite dress , boobs and wig, as i was there for a make over during the weekend so i put on my make up the best i could, during this she knocked on the door ," cup of tea when your ready" i thanked her with "be out shortly".as i opened the door, took a deep breath and stepped out into her living room, greated by " you look lovely,very natural , hair style and make up all look natural". as i drank the tea ,we chatted about how she was married and her understanding of crossdressing, during the weekend i continued to dress and walk the seafront, i had the make over and enjoyed being a crossdressing male in a non judgemental home. sleeping in my satin nightwear, showering and dressing as a woman would, i have the memorys and photos to look back on. once this period settles down , im going to rebook, the feeling of freedom and wearing what i want without being judged. one day we will all be able to wear what ever we want. till then love to all, stay safe xxxxxx cindi...