I think I am more of a fantasy type CD admirer. I have had one or two somewhat close encounters with men...CDs, real ones and non-passable ones, married men who submitted to punishment, but in a manner it was always rather superficial....stopping before things got out of hand (if you will). I could just imagine myself getting a heart attack and being found in some motel room in odd company. Just my ''chicken'' mode taking over preventing me, as always, from going all the way. And that in many different segments of my life, not only in that particular sexual aspect. Who knows, maybe it is never tooooooo late to change and take charge....until the Grim Reaper comes for a visit.