I am:
Wheaton, Illinois, United States
Body type:
Few Extra 
5'9" - 6'0" 
Light Brown 
Dont smoke 
Do not drink 
Marital status:
Make Up, Nail Care, CrossDressing Fashion, CrossDressing Scene, Stockings and High Heels, Sexy Tops, Tights / Panyhose, Stockings 
About me:

Recently opened to my true self. Kinda scared, kinda confused, not sure where to go from here. Gave up smoking for vaping last year. Making some progress at least.

About my match:

looking to make friends, ideally with someone locally. figure things out and decide what happens now.

Reason for joining:
CrossDressing Friendship 
Recent activity
rc913 uploaded a new profile picture:

Absolutely adore your lovely look sweetie xxx

rc913 posted a new blog:
Confused at first For so long I’d slept While he battled demons But my safety he’d kept I awoke carefully He was almost ready I entered his dreams Slowly, gently, but steady Uncertainty, confusion I sensed these from him Rightness, comfort, belonging These became my hymn Finally, understanding Within him…
rc913 posted a new blog:
Am I him, Or am I her My mind tells me one thing And my body presents the other Not fitting in But accepted by men Wanting acceptance But excluded by women She appeared within him Much to his surprise Confusion, understanding Yet his whole life it defies We’re confused, Scared to the bone. Surrounded by oth…
rc913 posted a new blog:
Who am I I was so sure I knew that once But it was before herNow I don’t know But it seems to be That everyday I become less of meShe’s taking over That much is certain I’m not sure how long ‘til my final curtainI don’t sleep much now Because I’m afraid To lose any hours Before I just fade There a…
rc913 posted a new blog:
When I am her I am whole A missing part returned That somebody stole He’s a person too But always felt lacking That something was missing From his internal packing Knowing I’m really her Just feels so right As if correcting Some vast oversight I’m much more at ease No longer lost Her presence keeps grow…
rc913 posted a new blog:
I’d defeated my demonsAlcohol and abuseI could live againThere was no excuse My life was back on trackEverything looked goodFamily and workWere shaping up as they should And then it startedAt first I just dreamedIn them I wasn’t meI was a woman it seemed Confusing and disturbingI have to admitBut much les…
rc913 posted a new blog:
Confused at firstFor so long I’d sleptWhile he battled demonsBut my safety he’d keptI awoke carefullyHe was almost readyI entered his dreamsSlowly, gently, but steadyUncertainty, confusionI sensed these from himRightness, comfort, belongingThese became my hymnFinally, understandingWithin him it dawnedAnd…
rc913 posted a new blog:
DuetBy Laurette & BobAm I him,Or am I herMy mind tells me one thingAnd my body presents the otherNot fitting inBut accepted by menWanting acceptanceBut excluded by womenShe appeared within himMuch to his surpriseConfusion, understandingYet his whole life it defiesI’m confused,Scared to the bone.Surround…