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So my real name is Michael, I have this awesome girlfriend who I hope to be my wife one day. She doesn't seem like she would be comfortable with me If she knew I dressed. So I keep this secret from her. But one Day I won't beable to when we are living together and married. I'm on the verge of quitting and throwing my newest collection of clothes and heels away and want to buy more already. But I love my heels. I recently shaved my beard off and actually am pretty cute and feminine without it. As a man I'm an ugly double chinned guy with out it. So I'm gonna let it grow back out. On another note i thought i was through this stabe in my life numerous times and have thrown hundreds of dollars worth of my cd clothes away. I dont want to do it again then buy again. So I just wanted to share where I was with this. And see if anyone had thoughts or ideas before I throw these expensive lovely heels away. Loves and kisses from Texas yall!!!!
- 9 Jun, 2026
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I used to go through phases where I would give my dresses to goodwill as most of my shopping was from there. I would only dress up and practice with makeup while working out of town. At that time my wife knew nothing about my cd side. After a few years of saying to myself this was only play for my enjoyment, I made a decision when I realized the joy, mood elevation, excitement and happiness crossdressing brought me o I made the decision to present myself in full to my wife.
GUILT SUCKS!! I “purged”’ my things 3 times and each time thought ok- I have to quit this. Then I’d succumb and be back at it stronger than ever.
For me- I came to terms when I realized that when was in my “resist phase” I was deeply unsettled and became quick to anger which I never had been. I realized- “for me”- I was incomplete, “unwhole”- only half of who I am. Over time I understood that to be WHOLE- I had to allow each half of me space and time. At this point in my life- I’m filled with joy no matter which “gender” I present as. I hope it helps a small bit.
Michael My only advice would be you must tell her before you are married if you don't it could end up in heartache and pain...Believe me from what have gone through in the past this will not go away...If you don't tell her and you get married sooner or later she will find out...if she is ok with it then great but if not well you can imagine the outcome...Better to find out now...I wish you all the luck...xxxxxxxx