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Yesterday was my journey to today What did I do yesterday that got me here today Footsteps in time is all that life appears to be Today will be yesterday when tomorrow dawns My thoughts and actions yesterday have created my today Yesterday I rested from night's toil until my mind became clear Today my heart and mind free in spirit to live and love Expressing my truth for all around me to perceive My universal life's worth is my state of heart and mind My journey in this body is life to…

I have always been a shy, quiet person; I tend to the background and just listen. I was 14 when I first developed my ’dressing fetish’ I suppose you’d call it. I had had no previous experience of dressing … I didn’t know what dressing was … I had never met anyone who dressed … So, I have absolutely no idea what made me do it, or want to do it …The first instance happened one day when I found a pair of my mums’ tights in the washing basket. I was just sat there, as you do and I saw them … I picke…

From my time as a Crossdresser, I have also come to the conclusion that there are 3 different kinds of wives/girlfriend out there.The first one is totally against anything that is not classed as 'normal' ... Lesbian, Gay, Bi , Trans etc. She believes there is something 'un-natural' in the behavior exhibited by such people and the idea that her man should be entitled to embrace his feminine side, if he so wish, somehow makes him less of a man and probably gay; they totally ref…

Tomorrow October 7, I go to the hospital for about a week. The thought of any operation, big or small, is never a happy day, as they will put you to sleep and cut pieces away. But worse, in a manner, is that there will be no internet for the duration. And during this pandemic the Internet has become our connection to the world around us. Imagine. Even with the internet, the confinement has proved to be terribly hard on many families (close-quarters, violence and all) and single people with drug…

Ok. Fantasy. Though CDs turn me on to a point - some are totally gorgeous you'd never know they were actually were male unless you got to feel them up - but I think I have a penchant with persons who have both male and female part. Lovely to hug and caress real breasts....and also pleasant to give....or receicve a nice BJ on occasion. As noted in another blog though, anal stuff is not for me. With respect, I find this rather gross (even dirty: as a friend once told me rather directly '…

Decided to have some down time . Showered , makeup and all dressed up thanks to my partner sharing her wardrobe with me . Off in the car and into the city in daylight to the city park. Lovely walk .Home , dinner prepared and eaten then out for a walk around my neighborhood.Finally a drive to my local supermarket , woolworths , to get some supplies. Up and down the isles, goods chosen and then thru the checkout( self serve ) . When I was finished the attendant thanked me and wished me a good nigh…

To my U.S. sisters- Better buckle up and be prepared to fight back, the “Holyier Than Thou’s are about to attack us because we in the LGBTQ+ community are “different” than “their” interpretation of their God’s plan. My commentary is directed predominantly at the “Moral Majority” which are those who use the “Bible” to do their bidding and to decide what is right for those they “judge” to be in the “wrong”. So from my perspective, it’s they who are “lost” in their own God’s eyes. If their God is r…

I must say I have not kissed THAT many men....only a few, but I have not yet found a good kisser. Ok, no bragging but I have been told by a woman or two that I am a good kisser. True, you also have women who are not good kissers. Some (men and women) have ''structural'' mouth problems, shall we say. And that is understandable (of course that does not stop them from giving nice BJs, but that is another subject). Perhaps kissing is an innate, learned thing....or maybe more prac…

Maybe it is just me but I do not find it very pleasing when I see a good looking gurl in a cute low-cut dress all hairy. Something does not ''fit'' like a gorgeous woman with hairy armpits. Ok; perhaps some gurls can't shave all over because they have jobs to go to, jobs which require them to show chests or whatever. But barring those exceptions, I say please shave if you really want to have a nice look and not something half-way there. Lots more pleasing to the fellow y…

After many adventures out at night , today was the day to venture out during daylight . I knew that I would need to prepare for my first daytime outing to the shops . I carefully showered and close shaved , being careful not to nic myself. My wardrobe was all laid out , black angora short sleeved top, black tight jodhpur pants, long high heeled black boots, leopard print long cardigan , long fluffy black scarf ,tights and black gloves.As it was now raining I also got out my long black fluffy ang…

I am starting to feel as the person who is crossing that desert and sees a lovely oasis in the distance. Filled with nice palm trees and a water source. I feel like running to it, but must spare energy enough to get there. My oasis of course would include a nice male (or three, let's be a pig) and you guess what sort of ''water'' source I have in mind as my throat as been dry for so long and wanting, needed, to be filled with.....manly love cream. I hope that, unlike in…

I really wonder how many CDs have dared to meet a stranger - or strangers - in these times of pandemic. That would take a lot of guts, or zero concern or carelessness. But then when the urge(s) set in we sometimes do throw caution to the wind, even forgetting to add the condom. I am still in the ''chicken'' mode and like the rest of us only waiting - maybe for a vaccine (not Trump's model, thank you). That will only make the next encouter that much more pleasant.........…

I just wonder sometimes. Old or young mankes no difference, really. People are people and do not change that much over the years. True, the vagaries of Time and all the rest of it. But you still get, seems to me, the same ''palette''. Some single as forever, some married to each other (or not). Some ''gurls'' tight with their wallets, others still ''shop till you drop'', from nylons to minis to corsets and gowns and make-up. It is not b…

How are you guys doing I'm trying to find people to have a group where we can have some sexy talk maybe meet in the naughty room at a certain time every once in awhile just wondering if anybody's up for that. I had a nice conversation with somebody this morning in the naughty room and it was nice and I thought to myself that it would be nice with some other people throwing in there and put two instead of just one. Come on be honest all of us are looking for that too. I found it pretty…

I wanted to show this so you can see what I look like before and after. I'm still working on my makeup, but its getting a lot better. Practice makes perfect. I'm trying different foundations to get the right shade so I don't look like a ghost. I have very dark complexion during the summer months since I spend a lot of time outside. I have definately figured out that red hair suits me and I have changed my color pallet to match the red head look. I have several other wigs of differ…