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I have been a crossdresser for as long as I can remember. sometimes my mother made me wear my sister's panties to school I just adore all things feminine. I want to be able to act like a girl.I don't understand why. As far back as.l can remember I have always been fascinated by my mothers clothes and make up. I loved wearing her and my sister's clothes especially their underwear. I can remember the first time I had an orgasm in my mothers panties.. I didn't know what was happ…

I was reading an interesting article this morning that talked about sexual identity. I often wondered where I fell in that spectrum. As a youth I always found myself attracted to very dominant women. Someone who I was happy to serve and be told what to do. I married a person like that. She definitely is more manly then me lol and she knows I am more femme in nature, but she doesn’t like the idea of me being a woman because it would make her look like a lesbian ig. Anyway in the article it listed…

I would love to hear how old everyone was when they first started wearing? And whose did you use?I started at 13, first was my sisters and then when caught by mum and told not to wear hers I switched to Mums. Of course it did not take long for mum to figure that out. So lucky for me knew I was not going to stop so she bought me my own. What a fantastic time for a young fella. I was only allowed to wear if my sisters was away, thank god she had a good friend she stayed with often. Coming home for…

To Everyone on CCD ..Have a great Christmas despite these difficult times. I have to complete at least 500 characters to complete this blog So a special message to all my beautiful friends and their alter egos all over the world and not forgetting our organisers at CCD....Let's all look forward to the day when It will be safe for everyone to meet up again, I'm sure you all have a long list of visitors who you would love to meet right now, and lets not forget the members who have suffer…

Its 2020 & I never thought I would have walked the life I have walked so far. I have been reading the blogs on this site & they are great & eye opening. I have been crossdressing on & off for 20 years now. Why I started CDing is kind of different then alot of the stories I read here but either way I found a new fun life but it has its difficulties. I started dressing like a women when I was about 20yrs old. I would hang around adult book stores because I liked the movie booths in…

I'm a girl, and by me that's only great! I am proud that my silhouette is curvy,,That I walk with a sweet and girlish gait,,With my hips kind of swivelly and swervy,,I adore being dressed in something frilly,,When my date comes to get me at my place,,Out I go with my Joe or John or Billy..Like a filly who is ready for the race! When I have a brand new hairdo,,,With my eyelashes all in curl,,I float as the clouds on air do,,I enjoy being a Girl! When men say I'm cute and funny,,And…

With not being able to get out at all with the social distancing and dead economy, I am doing little things to feel fem. I am using this time to work of getting rid of all those nasty hairs! A little more every day. Lots of moisturizing after showers, changed deodorant to one for women (unscented) :) Just those little things. Sometimes I wear fem undies, sometimes I am able to fem up my toes :)I am dying to get out again and work on getting what little confidence I had, back! Now I just have to…

Well, this is my first blog so here goes. Some people have said that i am trying too hard by sending lots of messages to a large number of people. Most of the people that I send messages to are people who have not had anyone contact them, and I am just trying to bring them into the community and show them that they are not alone. It is not easy for some people to be proactive and I think a nice little message can help them along. As I carry out my local searches I see so many people on the site…

Next week I have my doctors appointment to begin my hormone therapy towards my transition. I'm excited and a little scared at the same time. I look forward to the changes, and will document the changes as I go. I will do the therapy for a year or 2 before I consider getting any surgeries. Considering breast implants, feminizing facial surgery and finally, you know, down there. That one will be last and maybe will happen and maybe not. We'll see how the rest goes. Wish me luck! The jour…

This may sound to some like a sad story of my life, But the point of it is that Intolerance of any kind albeit, religious, Gender re-assignment or any other kind of similar subject belongs in the history books and everyone should be entitled to lead their own personal life without interference and without others forcing their own personal beliefs on others, this certainly will not happen during my lifetime but it leaves something for others to ponder on I do hope that I have not bored anyone wit…

For the first 5 Years of our marriage everything was beautiful producing 3 lovely Daughters. It was around this time when she started to attend services more often and donated more of our weekly income which was all my income as she had never worked full-time very often after our 3rd child arrived. There was a period of time when she was unable to attend her church which had started to pressure members to support it through regular offerings..At this time I allowed her to run the household finan…

One of the reasons for 'blogging' this was was reading a few blogs very nicely written by my lovely friend GracieNY..My first love and marriage started with a 4 years long engagement. My first wife was always interested in her church and so she attended faithfully every Sunday by herself. I had no interest at all in religion as many of my friends were of different persuasions so I never attended any services.This arrangement changed when we became engaged and set a date for our marriag…

Hello everyone, I have been happily married for 47 years now and I still feel the same about my Darling wife as I did when we first met, she knows that I dress in private as I came out to her around Feb/March 2018 but sadly she has never acknowledged it. But this is not my main reason for this blog so I will have to divide it into a few seperate blogs..I will call these Part 1 and however many it takes to complete so please bear with me on my journey. My first part concerns a previous marriage o…

My previous blog was about how I was getting closer to living full time as Joanne, the one main problem I had was my wife. Well, we have finally found some common ground, after years & years of her fighting my being Joanne, she has slowly given in to the fact that I will never stop being Joanne & that I really want to start living full time as her. While the living 100% of the time as Joanne is going to take some time, I will take being able to be her for 5 out of 7 days for now. My wife…

OK. I said it. And I am on my way to fully accepting it. Like most of us, I have spent a great deal of time doing internet searches on what that really means. Based on everything I have read, there is no doubt in my mind that I am a sissy. Even in my early years, before I knew what a sissy was, I realized that I viewed the world, and women in particular, very differently than "normal" men. I have always adored, respected, and empathised with women way more than other boys and men. Ther…