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If you have read my other writings, you now the story on my wife & I. I have told my wife a million times over the years about how I had sex with men & how I was missing it, my wife would just humor me, saying, "if you say so" she has never believed me, well, now, we agreed to live separate of each other but in the same house. I went out as Joanne last week & met a guy that I really liked, I invited him over to my house on Monday, when Monday came, my wife told me her job switched her days off &…

At times, I have found Chapelle’s comedic talent (Like many top comedians) very capable of exposing the “truth” and failures of society. He has recently exceeded ALL expectations in revealing “truth” about himself as he  sows the seeds of “hate” by belittling the LBBTQ+ community and we “girls” in particular. He seems to feel that “we girls” are somehow, by hoping the world recognizes “us” for who we are, is, in his mind, competing for some “limited amount…

After some great sex, me on the bottom of course, my wife and I had some even better cuddle time.  We reaffirmed our love and commitment for each other, and I asked if I can hang my clothes on her side of our walk-in closet.  She said yes, and we even talked about playing as a gurl.   I am hoping we can both feel comfortable with this path.  But my gender fluid self feels much more welcome and loved.   With all the negative experiences out there, I just thought I would s…

I settled on gender fluid because I like and feel comfortable with both male and female expressions.  Though I probably lean female, I like my masculine dad times.  I don’t know if there’s a dead center of the male-female spectrum, but I feel pretty close to the middle.  I don’t know that I have ever felt completely comfortable in either expression. It may sound weird but I am both and.  I never thought there was such a category but I struggled with whether I was gay, straigh…

Completed nips! Me and my sexy nips are goin out!!! They’ll be the first things through the door at the bar I’m going to!!!!!!!!I need 500 characters so- !!!!!’nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnanaanananansndjdjdjdjxndndnckcjndjxjjxjxjjndndjxkenxjxjejxnekxndkkfrnk sjidndjxjdnxndkfksksjxjekrjxkenxodnekcnekrncjxjjekcjdjekjkjckecjenrcjkejchsakqojdewkdjxkxxjdjndjxndmdkkfkcnm.  Sjdjendkjdkkxjdjakajjeknxheknxjemjjxnxnkxjjekkshjqajxjj jskdjxjdjxjxjcjcjdjdjxjdjdjfjxjjddjdjdjdjfjdjfjdjdjdjcjdjfivkcjdkfjcj…

Hi girls!! Boys I know you appreciate us and you’re welcome to read this but it’s more for peeps with breasts!!! Maybe you guys will get some understanding of what we girls do to keep finding ways to make ourselves more desirable or “delicious”!! So girls, “nipples” can be thought of like Christmas trees- even “plain” they elicit feelings of anticipation & excitement and the hope of things to c*m….so- why not ADD to the possibilities that a sexy surprise gives a partner- or- “you”…

So it looks like  I am not the only one holding back......Two internet connections. Two different guys responding to me and wanting to get their behind whipped.  one even states that he has his preferred rider's whip. Nice.  But neither one answering back to make this happen.  In the meantime  I make myself available for a nice session....and no answer. The stars in heaven are just not aligned for me....True, I did have some opportunities a few weeks back but as I w…

Makeup makes the woman! - For those of you that show your face, and I'm not judging those that don't, I get it....Makeup makes or breaks the illusion. I look back at my older photos and I don't believe how bad my makeup was. I still need some practice and do so almost every day. Here are some tips for those struggling. 1st, find your color pallet. Your foundation, and you SHOULD wear it, is key. Match your skin tone. Use a good face lotion daily. It helps to reduce the wrinkles and lessen the "m…

I think I am more of a fantasy type CD admirer. I have had one or two somewhat close encounters with men...CDs, real ones and non-passable ones, married men who submitted to punishment, but in a manner it was always rather superficial....stopping before things got out of hand (if you will). I could just imagine myself getting a heart attack and being found in some motel room in odd company. Just my ''chicken'' mode taking over preventing me, as always, from going all the way.…

Sometimes (ok, rarely) I get blocked and I do not know why. Really. I can understand being blocked if you do something nonsensical, say things not appropriate, insulting, attacking...whatever. I generally know if I did something wrong. But it hurts me, really, when I get blocked for what seems to me no reason at all. Oh, I get over it quickly. After all, there is no heavy sentiments involved though many times I am pleased to have some real connections with some people out there. the good connect…

In my somewhat limited experience, I find that SOME women do not know how to kiss and than some gurls out there don't know how to kiss either. I supposed it is somewhat innante in a manner. I mean if you always kiss in the same manner, you won't change or adapt and they don't teach kissing in schools, do they. I am told that I am a good kisser, one of the very rare things I do well it seems. Perhaps I shall eventually find another man....or woman who I will find ''top no…

Hello to all my Friends, Crossdressers, T.V.s,and Transexual.s here on Club Crossdressing. Today is my 80th. Birthday. I have mixed feelings about my future. At this time I don't have any plans except for pursuing my passion for dressing, I know that some stage soon I will have to think about closing down on this. Many of my Friends have retired from our passion and many others have donned their Mortal Coil but one thing is certain I will always admire those who display their Alter Ego.....…

My wife is working with me on acceptance. She has been very understanding but said last week “give me some time.” She suggested I get a mani/pedi with her and we went yesterday. I loved being there with all the ladies! Then, last night I happen to mention that I had some panties coming in the mail and she asked what kind. When I told her lace, she very seriously said, “Don’t wear those too much. Lace wears out fast. Only wear those when you and I are going out some place.”I could not hide the gr…

Boredom. Pandemic. Looking for something to do. Arts and crafts. Whatever. It mus be my feminine side. So I'm looking at some site on FB and I find a sewing machine in relatively good shape for peanuts. Than also, a load of free fabric pieces. A nice little load. Than, a lady giving away needles, pins and tons of threads of different colors. I must pick up these items tomorrow. So basically I am all set to start with that experiment with an output of 40$. Will experiment for a while, see ho…

Today I’ve got a men’s polo and a pair of slacks on as I go about my day. But underneath....oh if only they knew! My favorite lace panties :) sharing this little secret with all my girlfriends here. Xoxo I want to have a party with all of you where we dance and laugh and have fun. Too bad so many of us are on different continents! Another random thought. I love to write. When I write fiction, it’s always a lesbian-theme, and it comes pouring out of me as if from a former life. But that’s just it…