A turning point

For those who know me, or talk to me frequently, you all know I've reached the proverbial turning point in my life. As much as I may still look at women as I have for decades, my intersts, goals and desires now lean the other way. I had hoped for more with someone I met on here, I will never mention names or locations, but for whatever reasons I got left with a sense of longing for more. They say time heals all wounds and maybe one day those amends will be resolved.

But through those conversations, openness and heartfelt desires, I came to realize that I want this lifestyle. I'm not ashamed to admit it. Call me gay, or some other homosexual stereotype, but I know what I want and need. I need a man, a CD or ** to love and who will love, honor and respect me as much as I do them.Even if that person only dresses for me, after being the "man" all day at work.

i won't get into some graffic detailed or dirty, kingi, we all know what would happen. But I need the sexuality of this lifestyle. A love, lust and passion that I never had with women. I need that change. To grow, to adapt, to believe in things I never would have imagined.

This site and the beautiful, brave, sexy people I have met on here, continue to show me how wonderful the world can be when you accept who you are and what you need to do in life 

I hope my day comes sooner than later. I hope for all of you seeking something bigger, better and more profound than you've ever had before, will arise like the sun in the sky.  Keep dressing. Keep believing. Keep pursuing cause I know a lot of you are at the turning point as I am.