Difference, neither good or bad part 2

I  hope you read part 1 and are reading this because you had to know more about me. Just kidding of course. We have that great sense of being more than we are when dressed as a gurl I think. I often say that "I will not be the cutest gurl at the event, but I should be the one you remember!"  Why can I say that? First thing is I'm very comfortable now being Deñi. Interacting with people is getting easier and easier. The times have most certainly shifted in our favor. It is not shocking to see a cross dresser in public as it was say ten years ago.

Don't get me wrong, I'm still embarrassed about the photos of the "Tranny who visits Walmart". We have all seen those posts. Men who have no business wearing what they wear, and in public too. Guys are too tall wearing 6" platform heels, bright pink tutu, skin tight girls tshirts and bright pink pigtail hair style? Not to mention the makeup. Some of the gurls look like they failed an audition to replace Mimi on the Drew Carey show. I know it's their life and their options and god love them, but, do we have to smack the public in the face with our differences?

Covid actually helped me develop. I was deemed a necessity because I drive Lyft-Uber for a living, in man mode of course. I wasn't trapped to my home and was able to get out. I wanted to be dressed all the time, maybe in the future. What covid did was get me used to wearing a mask. I soon found all sorts of masks to hide my face and thus go into the public more freely. I tried getting masks with cute girl faces to be a makeup substitute. I started taking many more pics of myself. With so many shots to look at, I could critique myself daily. What looks good, what doesn't. What can I wear and what only looks good on the model.

Hair pieces became an obsession. I started with two wigs, graduated to some $20-$30 ones from Amazon and Wish and now I even have four that cost me $120-$200 each. All told at this moment I have 25 different wigs, until I see the next one. Jewelry, earrings, clip ons of course, bracelets and rings, you just collect this stuff. If anyone needs some things, try and contact me, I want to help you out. I'll be posting more, maybe a daily blog if you like them.