How Brianna-Leah Became a Cross Dresser

Hi all you wonderful sexy Ladies. From the heartland of North America to the world I wish I could meet and love you all. From our non-dressing admirers to the most elegantly attired passable gurl you make life fun, interesting and special. I never expected to be part of such a wonderful community and I never expected there would be so many of us.

I started out falling in love with women's panties, for obvious reasons (don't make me spell it out) probably in my 40s. When I finally worked up the courage to go into stores and buy some panties for myself it was nerve wracking but also exciting. I wore them only sporadically but with increasing frequency. Briefs in all colors. I adored them and still do. I have probably*****pairs now. Some plain, some exotic and erotic like the blood red ones I'm wearing now. Black, pink, yellow, reds, oh just lovely, especially in silky nylon. And from there it snowballed.

It was only a few years ago I bought a nice red skirt. But it usually was hidden away. I got my tailor to alter it so it is a nice miniskirt. You've seen it in my pix. Then bras and breast forms from BFS. I adore them too. We all want to be attractive to others don't we? I bought big ones. I cannot describe the wonderful feeling of being dressed en femme and fondling my ample bosom. Oh Lord!!!! Cis women are soooo lucky. So my top part was looking good to me with 44 DD cup bras and forms - I was satisfied with them. I often wore my bra and forms to bed along with black pantyhose for those times I slept alone. Drifting off to sleep feeling my womanly chest was so nice. My forms got sweaty where they contacted my body after an hour so I folded a paper towel and put it between the form and me. It works.

I got some nice tops from Amazon, etc but also from the thrift shops. Don't overlook them as at least in our town there are tons of bargains. I've bought new purses at 2nd hand prices plus I found cash in another purse when I got it home.

Shoes? I discovered I can wear a 12 to 13 women's shoe okay and I can even stretch them a little. Bought 1 pair of red/black high heels for taking pix in as I doubt I could walk far in them but we'll see. I'm a big gurl - with 4 inch heels I'd be well over 6 ft so I try to be careful in selecting. I love the look of my legs and derriere in pantyhose and mini skirt with some stylish flats. Please don't think I'm a narcissist as I'm not. I just love the female look. There is nothing wrong with wanting some of that for myself. I hope you agree.

Finally it was obvious that I needed some wigs. And when I started buying them I couldn't stop. I'd tried all shades. It is so cool to experiment with your hair. I like it long shoulder length at least. Blond or black or red with high-lites! Even platinum. Very sexy. I think the sexiest thing on a woman is her long hair (er, ok, there are about 30 other sexy things on her too!). Never liked short hair on women so I never got any short wigs.

Next I want to talk about taking pix. First I studied my pix long n hard. I realized that I had been careless in inspecting my dress my top, my hair and my background. The pleats were half up and half down on my miniskirts. My hair seemed uncombed and my background was cluttered, sometimes very badly. These all make a difference to the final impression given by the pix. I will address all these deficiencies when I take new ones this summer. It is a learning experience. But at least I was able to get the general mechanics of taking pix with my phone on a tripod. I can trigger my Samsung Galaxy Note 5 to snap a pic by saying cheese. Cool. And it takes good pix.

Do I wear perfume? Oh yes. I have many and I love many of them. Some favs are Vera Wang "Princess", Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely", Elizabeth Taylor "White Diamonds". Love having perfume on - it does make me feel like a sexy woman.

All that is true ladies and it all goes into a little box somewhere in my life where I can keep it secret when I have to which is much, if not most of the time. Only my wife and y'all know it. I do have friends who would kill me if they found out or at least ostracize me. Outside of that little box I'm a guy's guy. No fooling. I know people do get guilty and purge their stuff/stash/girlie self. Not me. I haven't and I never will. I just love it all too much. Even if I was widely found out I don't think I'd purge.

In our town there is a club for cross dressers and another for transgirls. Covid19 put an end to meetings of the club and they haven't restarted yet. I look forward to the day they do as I will join it and take my first public trip en femme. Boy does that sound exciting and terrifying all at once. I have read many of their newsletters and each and every member has felt the same - scared to death the first time but very happy they went. So it is for all I guess. Now to plan my wardrobe for that fateful night.

Well I hope someone reads this and gets a kick out of it. I will add to it shortly. Cheers girlfriends. Stay moist! Er, can I say that????