Darling, I'm so sorry for your loss; and I salute you and your girls for representing her at the funeral. Heart
Regarding makeup; I hear you, sister. Many of us feel lacking in that department, but aspire to be better - not necessarily to be 'passable' (debate for another day) but just to feel more authentic in our femininity - the final hill to climb? You'll get there Kiss
Love, Samantha xx