Who am I and what's my purpose?

Our journey has been one of many questions and few answers. Normally we start experiencing early in life with little understanding as to what's happening. I guess we feel it's just playing and nothing more. But we're ashamed enough to keep it to ourselves. However, as we get older and continue to enjoy wearing clothes of the opposite gender. Aha, we then begin to question our enjoyment of cross dressing and the thrill we fine so pleasurable and comforting. Normally, these thoughts and questions reveal themselves in our teens. Well, as teens we question our faith, our gender and most importantly our judgement. Common expression is-God why am I doing this or am I gay or who am I? These are common reactions to complex issues that need to be address for us to move forward in this life. As the old adage says, "nothing is free". I myself still struggle for answers to complex issues that I attempt to solve everyday. I have chatted with many of you who are very comfortable and happy in your lifestyle.

Accepting who you are and very accepting of your lifestyle. Many more are still finding their way, as I am, to where we belong. There is no one answer fits all. To some, it's faith or guilt and to many, it's what's my path to comfort and happiness. Whatever the end objective is, the journey is what you make of it.

Those of us still searching for solutions to our journey will eventually solve the puzzle and find that welcomed peace. We are a community of loving individuals. All sharing a common desire to cross dress and feel our pleasure of femininity, isn't it great to enjoy a common friendship. We can share our story, discuss our journeys and enjoy our excitement for each others.  No matter what troubles us-like, am I Gay, Bi, Trans, in this forum we can share those thoughts with a community that doesn't judge.

Our members open their hearts with love and understanding. I'm much older than most members, and the problems confronting me are very complex and requires a willingness to accept the solutions without guilt, understanding it's my only path to happiness. I'm sure many of you have similar and profound issues to overcome. But I assure you, this community, it's members are with you. This wonderful forum is not judgmental, this venue is a welcoming community who accepts you and your concerns.

Our stories need to be shared with each other. Our pleasure to be ourselves is truly a gift. To feel our feminine side and express those feelings is truly remarkable. To those of you that express your feeling in public, kudos!  God bless!