Confessing to my wife

As anyone who has read anything I have posted knows, my wife & I just live together for financial reasons. We are still married & we still care for each other, I have never seen her with another man nor has she with me but because of the feelings I am having for my boy friend, I decided to tell her that I have been seeing him & sleeping with him for the past few months. I explained to her that if he asks me to move in with him, I will do it & that I think I am falling in love with him.

My wife was not surprised, she said she has seen me in the past kissing him good night when he would drop me off, she told me that she believed me the very first time that I told her that I wanted to be a woman & be with men but she never acknowledged my desire hoping that I would change my mind & I would stop wanting to be a woman. She was upset & quite a bit angry with me & said she was glad she sent pictures of me as Joanne to my family & friends. She called me a sissy ****** & a lot of other names but I am hopeful it was only because of the hurt I caused her. I know she had to have seen this coming since I have been living off & on as Joanne for years, I just hope she can accept this & be as happy for me as I am with my boy friend.