My 1st time in public

Hello y'all

I turned 60 the month of May. With that stated I realized that I spent the past 40 years of my life as a "closet" cross dresser. I had enough of the closet and decided to dress my girlie self up and attend a lifestyle party. 

Most of you know that transformation is not the easiest task to acomplish. This becomes more difficult when you to have put the entire transformation together alone. Hair removal, maincure, pedicure, choosing an outfit and matching heels, makeup, hair plus lots more.  I actually enjoy doing this as you all do!

Soooo I get to the party and as I am walking to the entrance I felt no anxiety or fear. I felt determined and excited to show the world my beautiful self (not about ego). I am far from perfect.

 I found a room to dress and started to fumble through my bag pulling out makeup, heels dress, wig, weed, and other items. I was laughing hysterically and just having fun. Suddenly people started to walk in the room. Guys and Gurls just saying hello and having conversation. 90 minutes goes by and I finally strap on my very sexy BTW heels, little black dress and jewelry . Spritz my perfume, smeared pink lipstick on my mouth and walked into the main room.

25 women, men and gurls all turned and stared. The room became quiet for a second then I was suddenly overwhelmed with hugs, kisses and compliments. It was truly a moment of acceptance and joy. I felt beautiful and confident. Nobody can take that away from me or yourself. The party ended at 2am and i had been dancing all night. 

my point is be yourself! Don't worry what people think and find sources to meet others.

life is short, wear a dress that's shorter and heels as high as a mountain top. 

love you all