The Thrill

As I write this I’m wearing a long denim skirt (see my pics) and contemplating my and our lives as crossdressers.  Some of us girls are able to more freely wear femme clothes be it lingerie, hose, dresses or skirts - whilst others like me have to wait for that precious time. 

The thrill of dressing up, even for 15 minutes or so is something we crave a lot.  Why can’t we go about our days in lingerie and heels?  Why is society so judgemental?  Things are slowly changing but at a snails pace.

Another thrill is stepping out of your home dressed.  I’ve done it a few times but not fully dressed up, and once you close the front door, your heart beats faster.  Will I see anyone I know? Will I be verbally ******?  The truth is 90% of people couldn’t care less. 

I remember going for a lunchtime walk and was wearing a bra which I had shaped into smallish breasts.  I passed a mother pushing a stroller who saw me and smiled in a loving sort of way.  that felt good.  Still I have to really pic and choose when I can do these things. 

But you know what? I will continue to do these things as it’s a part of my life and who I am! I love being a crossdresser and always will!