My crossdressing story: Where to go from here?

I have been crossdressing for a while now. But its usually always in the privacy of my own home, or occasionally in a cross dressing parlor in a nearby city. I didn't get the courage to be out in public yet, except in front of other cross dressers in the parlor. I would be petrified if someone recognized me, or detected that I didn't pass because of something like a hairy leg or moustache shadow I didn't manage to cover up cleanly with a concealer. Besides, the country I live in isn't nearly as accepting as, say, Thailand or South America or Europe. 

So where does it go from here? One thing I sometimes feel like planning is to move to a more accepting country, say Thailand on a digital nomad visa, find a suitable job (preferably remote), maybe take hormones, do voice training and exercise to better shape their body, and regularly dress out in a place like Bangkok or Pattaya where nobody would bat an eye. Or else, find a suitable person just like me, move in together and dress up at home, or even transition together. Or perhaps, in my dreams, find a man or dominant woman who might accept a crossdresser. Or simply forget the previous options, dress up more frequently alone at home, and slowly, very slowly, once my makeup skills and dressing up skills are top class, get the confidence to go out fully dressed, maybe in a different city. Or at least at a new years party in some LGBT friendly venue. 

Perhaps this is a common story among many crossdressers like me who arent married or living with a sympathetic partner who can support their crossdressing lifestyle. It takes a lot of courage to be out in public and something I can only envy the beautiful crossdressers in this community who have done it or do it regularly. The only thing I can be sure is, must never ever give up hope!