alenakex – Crossdresser from Moscow

I’ve been interested in cross‑dressing since childhood. I don’t know how it happened, but it’s been with me all my life. According to tests and internal feelings, I have gender dysphoria, although overall I’m quite comfortable being myself.) At the same time, there’s a problem — I don’t have any friends or acquaintances with whom I can be fully myself and openly discuss my experiences, interests, and fantasies. I really hope that I can find a safe environment for my feminine side on this resource, find friends, maybe a partner for experiments, and if the stars come together, then maybe true love in the person of a girl who likes such men)
In general, I adore all women's clothes, underwear and shoes, I feel very comfortable in Brazilian panties and capronas in the fall) The men's wardrobe is even disgusting already, I would like to replace it entirely with a female one, but alas and ah (I dream of openly walking in a dress in the summer, experiencing gender euphoria, without sideways glances)
I'm not a feminine boy, but I have a feeling that with the right approach, I could become a very pretty girl)
Interested in movies, games, anime, sim racing, fishing, a delicious snack with beer, music, and a lot of other things in general)