CandyLondon69 – Crossdresser from Chandler

I have been an admirer and envious of the female form and esthetic since 5 or 6 yrs old.

I would spend as much time as I could crawling around under my moms bridge club tables gazing, with wonder, up my moms friends skirts. I loved their stocking tops where their thighs gently bulged above the silky sheer fabric. I thrilled at the sight of the pretty panty colors and textures. I wanted to wear them and feel their filmy silkiness gently hug my smooth legs and small little pusher. I would have my jammies on and  tuck my pp between my thighs pretending I had that lovely smooth, sleek shape those ladies had. In time i would experience the most wonderful sensations in my tummy and below. I wanted to wear what they were wearing, but I knew I couldn't because I would be laughed at and called sissy. So I would sneak into my mom panty drawer and rub them around the space between my ass and testes, hoping a vagina would magically appear. I didn't know much about them except from seeing my sisters in the bath tub. (Eventually we began playing with each others parts, where I felt the slippery wetness of her vagina ... again I wanted my own. I would get her silky miosture on my fingers then rub it on myself ... it was wonderful and frustrating at the same time. We found lots of fun over the years until she and our cousin, who had such lovely breasts, finally let me rub my little guy in their hairrry wetness, then locking and sucking each other everytime she came to visit. The time they rubbed their vaginas together still make me crazy to think about.

For years I loved swiping panties of my friends hot sisters and would get the used ones I would lick and suck the deposits that would leak from their bodies. What great times I had wearing them and stroking myself wishing I had what they did.

To this day I worship the female physique and love to imagine I have my own vagina ... I also love to dress fully as a woman make up and all and have hours of dressing and undressing another gal just like me.

Wanna?