CDREllen – CrossDresser from Lethbridge

I have been dressing since I was 10 years old. Married and didn't give dressing a thought. Too busy with work and stuff. But 2 years into our marriage the need to dress became almost unmanagable. First my wife's dresses and lingerie. Purchased shoes ( 3 " heels). Many night walks and some wandering through stores. Over the years numerous purges and of course replacements. As time went on life became more awkward being so intent to dress and little opportunity I would seek reasons to return to the office and dress there. Shame and anxiety ruled my life it seems. During the last 20 years I've been actively buying and purging, mostly online but also personal shopping although not always dressed. Numerous discussions with my wife of 61 years. OK but not around me!! Awkward. I dress mostly around the house now, but will soon be dressing more frequently as I try to improve my makeup scenario. I am alone now and would simply like a CD friend to do coffee, go shopping , and the like. I'm not into kinky stuff/ I'm not into sex relationship. I simply enjoy dressing and sharing time with similar minded dresser.