Ciara – Crossdresser from Belfast

I have crossdressed for most of my life (from when I was 10 years old) initially wearing my older sister's bras and panties. She is 2 years older than me. I have to be careful whilst wearing them at ******. When I was about 15/16 I started to buy my own underwear moving on to wearing slightly larger bras, panties, suspender belts and stockings under my outer clothes. When I was in my twenties (which was in the 1960s) I bought tops, miniskirts and girls sandals with a raised heel. At the weekends I was at home on my own and late in the evenings I dressed fully and left the house by the backdoor and walked around my local area. I was able to hide my girlie clothes behind the wardrobe in my bedroom along with my underwear which I washed by hand and hung it up with the rest of my hidden clothing. In the late 60s, the Northern Ireland troubles came along and I wasn't able to go out dressed. My dad died in 1980 leaving just my mum and I at home. In the early 80s when things started to settle down and I resumed dressing fully and this time I had a blonde wig. makeup, more outer girls clothing including matching underwear sets with suspenders, seamed black stockings and high heel shoes and long boots. I became a member of the Belfast Butterfly Club, socialised in city-centre bars and attended crossdressing parties, In 1989 I started to date a girl who I had know for about 13 years through work and I stopped dressing at that time as I knew she wouldn't accept this. We married in less than a year and my feminine clothing moved to our new home, storing it in the roof-space unbeknown to my wife. I relapsed at just over 20 years of marriage and started to wear bras, panties, suspenders and stockings unknown to my wife for about 5 years. unfortunately for me, she came across my hide and at that stage, she moved out of our bedroom into a spare room. I now sleep on my own and now wear bras and panties. I think it would be rubbing it in too much if I were to wear outer feminine clothes at home. Unfortunately, my health is not good and I can't venture out too far from home nowadays.