CindyTXCD – Crossdresser from Lubbock

I'm a widowed bisexual mostly closeted crossdresser; a college-grad retired medical-professional living in a small west Texas town (my profile should say I live near Lubbock, TX, but that wasn't a choice). I discovered my need to dress in female clothing at about 10 years of age, and soon chose my fem name, Cindy. And it was just Cindy until the Internet came along and I needed a user name. There were lots of girls named Cindy online, so I added TXCD (Texas CD). It was a really good choice as I have never found anyone else with that username. And an internet search finds no other CindyTXCD.

My work, my living in a small conservative town, and a wife that did not want to participate in my crossdressing have limited my opportunities to dress. But now that I am retired and widowed I hope to meet with other ‘mature’ CDs--and perhaps male or female admirers. I now have the freedom to travel reasonable distances. And I can host, too.

I remove all my body hair below my nose. I use an electric epilator on most parts of my body that pulls the hairs out by the roots. Lasts longer between "shaves." One does have to be careful in the pubic area 'cause those spinning tweezers can really pinch loose skin! I tend to tan easily and I tan nude in my back yard (6 foot fence) or in a pool in warm weather. I hate that my skin is starting to look old (due to age, not the sun). I use anti-wrinkle creams. Not much else I can do about that. I shouldn't complain; I look much younger than my age.

My legs are one of my best features. I hate the long "shorts" that are the men's styles today. They hide my cute thighs and I refuse to wear them. I buy girl's "boy style" short-shorts (1 or 2 inch crotch, size 13) and wear them when I'm in boy and girl mode. Guys used to wear short-shorts all the time. To hell with what the neighbors think. They look good on me and I just don't care what others think. I used to always wear a dress shirt and tie to work. I should be able to dress as I like at home. So I do.

I'm 5'10", weigh about 135 pounds. I don't have much of a butt. Sometimes I pad it, depending on what I wear. I've always had breasts, even as a child. And pretty good-sized standout nipples (~ 1/2 inch). It was a problem as a boy growing up; got teased a lot, and got my nipples twisted a lot. My measurements are 38-29-36. I wear a 36B Bra.

I have hazel eyes. My eyelashes are short and fine, and mascara helps, but not all that much. One must have something to put mascara on for it to work. And I'm no good with fake eyelashes; but I may try those that are held in place by tiny super magnets.

I don’t smoke, I don’t use illegal drugs, and I rarely drink alcohol (I’m a great designated driver). I insist on safe and sane play. I love going out dressed to clubs, etc., with other CDs, and I've done so a few times when I've (infrequently) traveled alone to Dallas or Houston or Austin. And I love shopping for girls’ clothes. Now that I am single, I am really, really interested in getting together with other mature CDs and/or male and/or female admirers--for some play time. I know there are CDs in West Texas that have the same wish, but connecting with them is so difficult. I am willing to travel reasonable distances to get together and really hope I'll find some mature CDs with the same interest. Also, I can host in my home.

If you think you might be interested, contact me and we’ll see if we hit it off on-line and, if so, hopefully we can work something out.

Hugs,

Cindy TXCD