Hazel0304 – Male CD Admirer from Sudbury

I think the kind of sissygirl I want to become is someone who finally stops hiding the feminine and sexual side of myself that I’ve secretly thought about for a long time. Even admitting these feelings makes me nervous because I’m still shy and inexperienced, but there’s also excitement in it. I imagine myself slowly exploring femininity in private — trying on cute clothes, looking at myself differently in the mirror, and feeling a mix of embarrassment and arousal that’s hard to explain. Part of me still worries about looking silly or being judged, but another part of me feels deeply turned on by the idea of becoming softer, prettier, and more openly feminine.