HotRoxycd – Crossdresser from Hemet

Well thats pretty easy,aim a 80% 7/24 CD.. I m also 100% total Bottom. (NOTE: I DO NOT TOP NEVER AND DONT ASK PLEASE.) I have been a CD since i was 9 and off and on until i hit 30, did a little more CD during my 30s. But at 40 it all change and i began CD more and more until it was every day the first 2 years i dress in my room and wanted to go to a club or somewhere that i could be me.. After 2 years that day came.. I went to a CD party in SB and meet some others like me and i felt very relax and happy.. That night i meet a guy and we hit it off great.. He came over and stayed the night.. The next day i ask him to move in with me.. And so on that day for 2 years i had a lover.. Sorry to say it lasted only 2 years.. Since then i stayed away from love and just dated.. Boy did i ever..lol Today i m very happy with who i m and i have done just about anything one could image .. And now aim slowing down and enjoy my friends who excepted me for who i m.. A guy and gurl.. I prefer being a gurl.. I wish only one thing.. That one day before i pass on that i well be able to walk out my front door and go shopping or go see my friends as a gurl.. I have a few times done that at night time.. Anyway thats it.. I love my Top guys and only date them..