InShinyHose – Crossdresser from Seminole

Seems everyone has a label, so for me I guess mine would be CD (not a TV,TS or whatever), as I'm non passable, meaning I don't wear makeup or wigs, just the clothing.
I'm in my 50's, 5'8" and have a bit of a belly of which I am somewhat subconscious about.
I've been wearing feminine attire since my teens in private. I have never meet or been with a man, but have always had the interest or fantasy. Again, however you want to label it.
Looking for intelligent guys for friendship and possibly more. Preferring older men, no facial hair (but just a preference).
I am shy, reserved, I am not into men who are pushy, aggressive, or verbally abusive. Also, I don't cam or phone. Not into the quick hook-ups, or one nighters. So if its a quick jump into bed, then I'm not who you want. I figure if I'm going to finally venture into the reality, that I prefer that it be a progression to whatever the goal maybe than a go for it all at once..
I would say that I am more submissive (for lack of a better word) than anything and wouldn't mind a firm assertive teacher for this journey. Over the years I have acquired a number of fantasies that I would be willing to explore. Kind of like a trial and error since I realize a lot of fantasies are better as fantasies than reality. I don't host in the beginning, but the possibility exists further on.
So if you feel you might have an interest, please drop me a message.