Ishey – Crossdresser from Wareham

I've been aware of my feminine side pre-puberty, attracted to girls because of their wonderful style, movement and would prefer to be fem myself, but hey ho. Am not. Am physically male.
I've been drawn to wearing lingerie and behaving somewhat feminine from the age of 9....wearing my mother's stockings, panties and slips when I could...got caught occasionally....got erect and masturbated very frequently...Dressing has always sexual for me, even pre-puberty - the dry orgasms.
I dress myself in lingerie most days an whenever I can; and fully dress - slip, filled bra, skirt or dress, top, heels, shoes or boots as often as possible.
I have way too much lingerie that I have collected over the years....over 30 slips (i just adore slips), over 100 panties, many bras, suspender belts, unknown number of stockings, holdups, tights, cami-tops - mmmm, love those and wearing/showing beneath a shirt, so many pairs of shoes, heels, boots,. I just adore being fully dressed and walking at night heeled or booted....I am a woman in those times...dressingly expressed.
I love long drives and remote evening walks while dressed. So exciting and fulfilling my feminine need to express myself this way.
Driving slowly through busy towns, day or night....no-one looks or cares, unfortunately; my fem needs to be seen!
Would love to get close to and show my fem self to a woman who understands this need. Next option it to share with a like-minded CD.
Am not gay at all, but strongly feel the need to express myself sexually while in my fem guise, and would love to show this sexual expression to another CD in a personal and/or mutual way.
Married (she does not know about my female expression), 100% sexual health clean and would prefer something very close to that.
Can travel, drive to meet, hotel etc.
Just love walking while dressed, and the nights are drawing in.
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Ishey.