julietayse – Trans (TS) from Box Elder

As for many of you, I became aware of my feminine feelings around 4 to 5. I was placed in a military ****** from 7 till 10, spending much of my time with my grandparents. By 10 years old, I stayed with my mother. I was wearing her clothes, wearing her lipstick, polishing my nails, putting my hair in curlers, and then started going out in her clothes. I can remember thinking I was a girl.
I currently live alone, and I dress in stealth. My neighbors, family, and friends know nothing of Julietalyse. For a short period, I was lucky to have a girlfriend sharing my dressing. Her comments were, "If this makes you happy, then you should do it." Sometimes you win, and sometimes you lose, she passed. I miss her company and think of her often.