I identify as a Crossdresser and I am aged 37 from Allamuchy, New Jersey. I have been enjoying the CCD community for over three years. I am currently a Standard Member exploring the site with limited daily messaging access.
In My Own Words
ever since i was 4 or 5 i would just constantly think about wearing stockings and dresses. grew up in a very masculine environment who would have never accepted that. so my whole life i as a bit like a fraud, i was popular in high ******, even class president. but as hard as i try i knew i would never be normal. it led to a lot of insecurities and no relationships ever. i an bi. but prefer to be the feminine one in a gay relationship. if were both crossdressers we can both be fem. win win. Ever since i bought my own home my crossdressing has gotten out of control. i have hundreds of bras, panties, lingerie, shoes, makeup etc. but im am so alone. i have tried tinder, nobody gets it, and be can quite mean. i would love to just play with some men who share my same passions, and who knows maybe we can develop a relationship. i am a professional tradesman, i prefer to keep my business life completely separate. i truly enjoy being a boy swell. i love buying mens clothing as much as womens cothing!!! i have so many bro friends. i hate when they try and hook me up with women. i just want to make lots an lots of money so i can have all the designer, guys and girls. i want a great amazing happy life. but this is clearly the hardest puzzle piece to figure out.
Why I am Here
I am looking for CrossDressing fun..
Today I am feeling very feminine, so you might consider this when messaging me.
Hi kw!! Mikki’s words are perfect!! “Be you”- I’ve experienced nearly the exact life path- athlete, lots of girls- I would experience fleeting moments of happiness but never “joy”! Inner battles/conflicts were making me an angry person- at myself. I was 2 “halves” that were fighting for recognition- I embraced both and my true friends did too!! Forgot the rest.
I loved reading your profile. My heart goes out to you. Life will eventually give you the path to find happiness. Let me pass on a little advice to you. Myself, I wish I would have started this journey to my true self, long ago. Don't wait for change to magically happen. Make your life yours, while you're still young, with many years ahead to be who you truly are.