natalieknots06 – Crossdresser from Seattle

I'd just like to say that I've come to the conclusion that I have failed as a man, not just failed really I'm not even sure I wanted to succeed as a guy. I feel like I've wasted so much time while I was unaware of my inner feelings, now that I'm aware of them I've been feminizing myself hoping to make myself pretty enough for an Alpha Male to take notice. I crave a real mans control one who knows how to break and train a sissy slut like me...... I'd like to emphasize the control part as I'd want him to establish his position as well as mine quickly and definitively so I'm left with no doubt of my place. I need to become a real mans pleasure puppet, I've never wanted anything like I do this as I've lost all desire for anything else. I just agree with the captions I see stating how much better sissies are than girls..... I also know that I want to devote my existence to benefit an Alpha that's got a perverted mind and will appreciate what I do to satisfy an fulfill host every sexual curiosity/fantasy.