pansychrissy – Crossdresser from Baltimore

I am a gay crossdressing sissy who is good looking clean disease free straight acting and straight looking closet sissy. If you saw me walking down the street you would never guess I had panties on. Behind closed doors I love to lounge around in lingerie and sissy fetish wear. I think women are beautiful and I was married once, big mistake. But most of my sexual experiences and relationships have been with men. With men I know my place and I have accepted the fact I will never be a real man. I am a total bottom.

I was a bed wetter growing up and wore diapers into my early teens. Then I started to wear my mom's panties and got hooked. In college I met a man who got me back into diapers. I love diapers, they make me feel like a total sissy and very vulnerable, plus I love to wear girly frilly dresses with them outfits are so cute. But I know diapers are not for everyone. Over time I began wearing diapers with lingerie a win win for all. I do love diapers but I do not need them for play. But I do wet my bed at times I have nocturnal enuresis and wear a diaper to bed every night.

In college I used to, dress fully, but for the most part now days I am more of just a cute fag that loves lingerie. I went through disastrous divorce 15 years ago and realized I am a sissy and would never be a real man and I came out to my family and friends but still deep in the closet at work. I recently moved to the Baltimore area for work. Besides bedroom games, I also enjoy cooking, biking, kayaking, hiking, sailing, camping, traveling, etc…I enjoy life.