Pantied – Crossdresser from Warwick

My dressing started when I was very young.Around 4 or 5 yrs old.
l had a babysitter that would put me in dresses so that we could play house.
I guess that when the seed was planted.I have been dressing ever since.
My body is not shaped manly.I have a woman's shape.Legs and butt especially feminine.My hair is long and natural.I do not have much body hair. I'm told that I have wiggle when I walk.Go figure. A Freak of nature.
Put together many outfits that
I've thrown out many times. to no avail. I always have the urge to dress womanly.
Always wondering why I'm such a misfit,alone, with no one to talk to.
I told my wife of my secret. She couldn't handle it.We got divorced
I am in another long term relationship. She knows that I wear woman's clothing. Though she is no't fond of my hobby and outed me at a dinner party.Afterwards didn't go so well because I work in construction.Mostly ashamed. So now I have trust issues.Go figure.
I continue to dress in private however and sometimes I actually enjoy myself. Until I find a better way,The closet is where I'm safe.
Im straight ,so far ; ) and only like woman.So not into men.
I've been trying to take selfies, but not having much success .Guess I'll YouTube it and figure out how. This site has opened my eyes to the world I never knew. Not so ashamed or alone anymore. Thank you all for being yourselves.
I do venture outside in my yard dressed late night or early morning. The neighbors haven't complained though they sure avoid conversations. Confusing as it is
I aways remember that,
Panties are next to the most wonderful thing in the world !
C ya when I see ya.
Well update here, I moved out.Left the unkind atmosphere..Now I. can explore my options