scotsonia – Crossdresser from Edinburgh

I first started crossdressing when i was a teenager secretly trying and wearing panties and tights then i met my wife and we married when i was 21 and we had family after a year. In this period my wife and I had a good sex life but soon after my second child was born when i was 25, I started to get urges to crossdress again.
I began secretly wearing my wife's underwear and hosiery when she was out, this quickly developed to the point where i wanted my own lingerie and hosiery to start with and i would purchase these items in local department stores,store them in my garage and started to wear them to work under my male clothes, my desire to crossdress more was overwhelming and i was soon purchasing skirts, dresses and other female clothes along with shoes.
Every opportunity i had i would dress. Then i was promoted at work and this led to me having to go away on business occasionally this gave me the ideal opportunity whilst staying in Hotels to dress more although this was mainly restricted to my hotel rooms as i did not have the courage to go out however this changed just over a year later when i was staying at a regular hotel and they allocated me a lodge room which was away from the main building and though it was an inconvenience having to go outside to go to the restaurant etc it had its advantages my car was parked at the door. That night i transformed myself into my alto ego spending lots of time doing my makeup in an effort to look more female then getting dressed in my lingerie stockings and my red dress once i had applied my wig and adjusted the hair i applied my fake nails (at this point i could not master doing anything wearing Nails).
I was ready to go and i took my first steps outside dressed enfemme and walked the short distance to my car in my black patent heels, I went for a drive in the country occasionally stopping and going for a short walk around the car the cool evening air blowing up my skirt was a new experience and one that i would want more off. that night was a huge step for me as a crossdresser but when back at the hotel i wish i had done more so the next night i got dressed again and went out for a drive but this time i stopped in a small town and went for a little walk along the street it felt so exhilarating and it was this evening when i picked my female name and became Sonia.
I still am a closet crossdresser and limited in time when i can dress as i dont think my wife would be very understanding but i enjoy every moment i get to become Sonia but enjoy lingerie every day as i wear lingerie and pantyhose at my work.
I have been a crossdresser for over 20 years i enjoy crossdressing and in particular have a fetish for garters and stockings, hold ups, with sexy heels and a mini skirt.