victoria_venery – Crossdresser from Anaheim

Who am I? An excellent question, one that I am not certain I have the complete answer to but I will give it my best effort. I am a bisexual, part time crossdressing switch living within the depths of Orange County, California. To say I am a shy person would be quite generous, the truth is I often find it very difficult to speak up around people with whom I do not know well, a trait that has made it quite challenging to get to know and become comfortable enough around people to speak up. An Ouroboros of a personality handicap.

Bondage has always held a fascination for me, I can remember drawing pirate ships in the 1st grade with people lashed to the masts, poor artistic skill made the gender of these subjects difficult to determine. It stayed with me, and when puberty hit it took on a new sexual aspect. Anne Rice novels, fetish imagery in music videos on MTV, and a copy of Different Loving in my local library expanded my horizons and showed me that this was a thing, there were others with these deviant desires out in the world, I only needed to find them.

My fascination with short skirts, stockings, garter belts and high heels came with puberty though I did not begin to dress up myself until later. When I was 19 I went to visit a kinky friend I had known since high ****** and stayed with her and her equally kinky roommates for a week. Toward the end of the week they decided to throw a fetish party, naturally fetish wear would be required. I had none.

"We'll just put you in a dress," she said.

I looked to her roommate for help, whom I had become friends with.

"How about a maid outfit," the roommate offered.

Weak protestations did nothing to deter them. I could have been more forceful, but secretly I wanted to try it. The movie Clue corrupted me at an early age and so my love of the French maid outfit started then. I drove to an adult store with one of her roommates and we picked out a black and white PVC maid outfit. Well, she picked it out, I was still saying no in a less than convincing manner. By the time we got to a Payless Shoes later in the day I had pretty much resigned myself. So I bought a pair of 3 inch heels in the largest size they had, though they were still too small.

On that fateful night I was shaved, dressed in the outfit with a borrowed bra stuffed with socks, put on those ill-fitting shoes and had makeup applied. I looked at myself in the mirror for the first time and just knew it was for me.

So now years later (possibly very many years later depending on how long I left this without updating it) I am incredibly thankful I was pushed into it. I might never have discovered this side of myself any other way. I am still looking to try new things and expand my horizons. A talent for rope bondage is a big plus. I'm not looking for a one night stand or a serious relationship. If you do contact me please do not send me a picture of your privates, if I like you I will see it soon enough. I'm always looking to meet new and interesting people as friends and if the chemistry is right, possibly more.

Just, you know, don't expect me to talk too much at first.