Virginsissywannabe – Male CD Admirer from Great Yarmouth

I have always, since a very young age, had urges which have never gone away (despite me never doimg anything about them) they have only grown over time, to the point where now I long to be a submissive slave who craves to be controlled by a strong dominant mistress and I want to find pleasure in serving a mistress. I need a dominant mistress who will make me do her will, taking away my choice and responsibility; I need to be controlled by the right Dom and Mistress and I have had constant thought of being physically overpowered by my mistress and of being taken, dressed as a sissy and pegged by force