yellowrose4699 – Crossdresser from Tucson

Im 50 gender fluid alone scared hurting mentally the few close to me have no idea of my gender issues so i go thru life living a lie . Im not real independant and live currently with aged parents . I want to project the bottom lover to a col guy and be a girlfriend to him behind closed doors or trips out of town where no one knows our names I enjoy nights out at movies fishing golfing tanning swimming hiking thrift stores and garage sales . I want a man in my life to date and see more than once be great friends to each other and would even go as far as bringing my guy around to meet parents if that lets you know more of my seriousness in dating a man . It would be buddy friend around them but you and I would know the dynamics of relationship. i m a little gender fluid so ive been told but unaware of those that know me well my feelings or sexuality to a man . Needing mental emotional & sexual support in a friend and lover that would go with me on a journey in future as to being where I want to be,