Stuck

Hello girls and boys!  I have come a long way since trying on my first pair of panties and pantyhose.  I have discussed my need to dress with my wife and she has proven to be accepting.  So, that has led me to where I am today which is being nearly a full time crossdresser, presenting as totally female with makeup, breast forms, heels, and all the underpinnings.  This is a wonderful thing to experience daily and I am so much more fortunate than so many other crossdressers.  Having said that, I must confess that I feel my progression has stalled.  Almost all of my dressing has been in the privacy of my home with the exceptions being dressed fem for Halloween.  I am to the point now where I feel a need to interact with others while presenting as female.  My dilemma is that fulfilling my need to meet others en femme would severely jeopardize my relationship with my wife who I love dearly.  I have explored all the crossdressing and sissy material online that I could find which helped for a while but has now grown stale.  I am not willing to risk losing my wife so I think that means I am "stuck" in my crossdressing journey.  Still, dressing fem every day and having the ability to express my feelings in blogs like this have been enough to appease me so far.  Thank you all for reading!

Candi xx