The CD journey

Hello girls!  Reading Jasmin's blog asking about the age old question on why we dress got me reminiscing about my own journey.  I remember some years ago when I was exactly where Jasmin is now.  Stressing over what was driving me to dress and what I was going to do about it.  I have come a long way since then.  Writing this blog this morning fully dressed in skirt, top, forms, hose, and the works today is so far from where I expected to be when I started this journey.  I used to be able to scratch my fem itch with a quick session of panty and pantyhose wearing but now I MUST be fully fem.  And it feels so good!  But, back to the question of "why".  It seems to me that the drive to dress is almost instinctive.  It is a deep desire almost like the sex drive itself but different.  Expecting it to stop is as unlikely as expecting your sex drive to stop.  It comes from our core being.  Why is it part of some men's psyche and not others will always be a mystery.  But the need and desire to dress is a core part of us that cannot be denied.  While I am sure that there are some men who have the desire to dress and don't do it, I expect that those men never stop thinking about the desire completely.  I believe that we are wired this way from birth even though some of us don't blossom until later in life.  Still, there is so much joy and pleasure from dressing that it makes we wish I had accepted it much earlier in life.  

With love, Candi