spiceytrisha – Crossdresser from Morristown

My journey with gender expression actually started back in 2007 through online chat rooms, which first opened my eyes to the concept of being transgender. It brought me a lot of excitement, but living in my home country at the time meant I didn't have the freedom or opportunity to explore those feelings any further.

Everything changed after I moved to the States. I finally decided to take a leap of faith and connected with a makeup artist who offered transformation services. Though I was incredibly nervous at first, it turned into a significant, year-long chapter for me. Our sessions became a consistent space where I could explore my feminine presentation, look in the mirror, and fully connect with that side of myself. Sadly, that arrangement came to an unexpected end when he passed away.

Looking ahead, I realize how much I valued that consistent support and the unique dynamic we shared. I am looking to find a similar, long-term connection on an ongoing basis—someone open-minded and understanding who wants to build a reliable bond centered around expression, attention, and playtime.