CrossDressing Blogs

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

Every cloud ............

Recently I have been making daily trips to the local hospital visiting my sick wife. My world stopped for a few minutes when the doctor asked if they should resuscitate her if the worst happened but she is still fighting and improving slowly some two weeks later. Yesterday one of the nurses said that I looked good and another said that my make-up was better than she does. That made me feel good. Today one nurse said she loved the way I matched my eye shadow with the colour of my pullover. She al…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

Something old and something new

I got thinking this morning Christmas is just around the corner so started making plans for the day. Making lists of things to get, when to take the turkey crown out of the freezer. What time I wil need to start the cooking process etc no everything is ready at the same time. Making sure I have stuff for nibbles later as we are a one meal house on Christmas dayThen whamA thought hit me. This will be my first rachel Christmas there is nothing new in cooking the meal I have done it for years so it…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

Disappointed yet happy

I woke up this morning thinking I was coming out of an operation. The operation to make me fully female inside and out. I felt I was in a ward with other ladies in hospital. When I looked around my spirits dropped. I was home. Still in my male body which I hate with except my slowly growing breasts.I then started thinking that there was one big positive about this morning.AT LEAST I KNEW MY SUBCONSIOUS SELF WANTED TO GO THE WHOLE WAYThere have been times when I thought that it is something I cou…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

Should I be nervous or excited

Today is the day I have been waiting months for. I have got my name changed. I am Rachel 24/7 yet this morning I woke up excited yet strangely nervous. I am going for my first visit to the gender clinic later. I am not sure what I should expect and what will happen. I have seen documentaries about visits but they all tend to be youngsters going there. Do old ones like me go? Do old ones like me go all the way? So many unanswered questions in my mind yet I am excited in that it will hopefully hel…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

rachel has done it

after years of knowing I was Rachel inside a male body and being made by circumstances and society to act as a male I have now got my name and gender changed legally. so no more Mr. its Ms now. no more richard its Rachel now.here sits one happy little old girl.now the time has come to get all my records changed so will be busy for a bit no doubt.the one thing that will make today special is that I don't need to hide Rachel any more. all the quizzical looks that come some times when I was dr…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

my happy days

a while has passed since I told the wife about Rachel. it wasn't easy but I have never been so happy with the effort and results,I am now dressed 24/7 at home with no more waiting for times with no family about. I go to the shops and appointments as Rachel. most of my male clothes have been recycled or thrown away. I am getting more clothes slowly but surely with the wife's approval. actually got praise from her today for what I had on. white trousers and a white I love Manchester top…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

rachel is here

for years, more than I like to remember, I have known that I was Rachel not richard. now with time and other things, I know now that the time has come to admit it and let the world know. it is with the greatest thanks to sites like this and friends at home that have really given me the kick in the panties I needed. a few special ladies on here, they now who they are, who have put the biggest kicks in, in the nicest possible way, that really pushed me. then today I see that Britney Spears was at…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

my day from hell

I went to see my new doctor this morning for a routine check-up following heart attacks, yes plural last year. things slowly and I mean slowly improving after discussing several things my visit came to an end. as I approached the door to leave she opened it. I said thanks I am looking forward to next month, she shut the door again. and asked why. I told her about the local gender clinic appointment I have coming up. I added I should or at least hope to hear of a date soon. she said she had read…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

a positive day

today has been a strange one in many ways. I woke up full of the joys of spring. Rachel looked to be a happy girl. then things nosedived to the deepest depths of despair. a meeting with a nurse for the wife left things in turmoil. health issues rearing their ugly head again. I went and had a soak in a cool bath which was very unusual as I normally have the water as hot as the skin will allow. after finished I went to a meeting where many things regarding Rachel were discussed . how to go forward…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

Why are men so arrogant?

sat here in a serious mood asking myself questions and not getting answersOne keeps coming to mind . Why are men so arrogant or rude.I mean do you see us girls walking down a street staring at men and making fun of their looks. Do we sit and laugh at what they are wearing. Do we sit and make rude comments about their figures. NO WE DONT. Might get comments of he looks good or handsome or words to that effect but we don't like the look of someone we tend to walk on by or say nothing.So why d…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

Even happier

It is not often one thanks something going wrong but I am today. Have been having problems with my laptop with word, excel etc for a while. Even bought a new program but still wouldn't work. Got fed up so I phoned them and was on the phone for an hour sat indoors while they fixed the problem. I went out side to sit in the garden with my new swimsuit on but it was too hot so have come back indoor. Going to take the suit off shortly before the family return. A shame but they don't know y…

 rachel55, Transgender 64  Edinburgh Lothian

Rachel is so happy

it's been a day I will remember as long as I live. Started out with a trip to the doctors surgery. Withiin minutes i was being called Rachel. Then became friends with two wonderful people on here. Yes Rachel is a happy bunny tonight. Will have good things to think of as I curl up in bed later. Some good dreams to be had. Going out as Rachel with no fear of people giving me odd looks. Kissing and cuddling with affection. Just hope the sun doesn't wake me up early.Times like this I think…