Being fem is natural

Oh, the conflict associated with my crossdressing... will it ever go away? I'm not sure. But one thing I do know is that being fem is becoming more and more natural. I have to confess that there are still times when I have an opportunity to dress but question why I am dressing and that perhaps I should stop for good. I think that almost all CDs go through the same thought process sometimes. What I have noticed about myself is that as I continue to dress (which in reality is unavoidable) the conflict has been lessening. I have come to consciously realize that dressing will end the immediate conflict and that I wiil feel more natural and more ME when dressed.

I think the dilemma and conflict is created from having to live a dual life - part as male and part as fem. The more I dress the more I realize that being fem full time would be a better solution if my life situation would allow it. Sadly, that will not happen anytime soon. Still, it is becoming easier and more natural to take advantage of my feminine opportunities. Find your peace.

Candi xx

14 Mar, 2019
Candi46
3 likes

5 comments

Geraldine1967

22 Aug, 2019 at 4:06

I can relate totally to this, mu female persona is lovely and i'd love to share her with the world but alas circumstances don't allow so I'll go on living a double life!! X x

sissylexy

29 Mar, 2019 at 2:02

I totally have the same thoughts. Love the femme side of me and would like if i could dress more. xxxx

amysatinpants

24 Mar, 2019 at 17:02

I think of myself as both male and female, two sides of the same coin. Some days more fem, some more masculine. I have struggled my lifetime over that "why can't I give it up?" question. I accept me as I am. I love me and I forgive myself. What is important to me is how I treat others, do I accept them, do I love them as I do myself. It should not be important whether I wear boxers or panties. Candi, you are great, and I am proud to be your supporter and admirer.